ugh boys. (go back »)

k uh, theres this guy at school that i like & his names juan.  hes super cute & we have a lot in common. sometimes he acts like he likes me too, but sometimes he doesnt. for example, he:

1. — stares at me.
2. — chooses to sit by me in algebra 1 & study hall.
3. — has his friends ask me questions about my love life.

let me tell you this though, hes not the kinda of guy that will do that stuff if hes just a guy friend. then again, he:

1. — is a jerk towards my friends & i when hes with his friends.
2. — doesnt like to talk to me one on one.
3. — flirts with other girls.

im so entirely confused and frustrated.  [*note: this has been going on since the start of the 8th grade, but ive liked him since the 2nd grade.] today on the bus ride home from school, my friend, yuriko, asked him if he could just finally tell me whether he likes me or not so that we can get this over with. he said that he would tell me tomorrow. i dont know what to think. i want to think that he will say he likes me but the truth is, i really cant tell. i hate this !!

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